alone

now~i alone again!
i thought i already usual with being alone
but actually i am not
when i think that i am alone now
i will feel sad and my tear will can't control
my mood will following my feeling
getting depress getting upset
just now my mum was going back to ipoh
don't know why
i was standing on the veranda watching she leave
then my tears drop down without controling
suddenly feel very sad and lonely
i hate to become like this
i hate those feeling
i hate to become alone
although there are people accompany me message everday
although there have people try to make me not to feel lonely
but~very sorry to say that~
mental accompany not equal to physical accompany